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Monday, March 27, 2006

12:58 AM

Updating my blog again after some time, last two week has been another fun and exciting week for me. Exams coming, can feel the tension now man, two more days to exams, arghhhhhh!!! But is okay, God is with me, Yeah!! Really busy these two weeks about sowing and calling of contacts, sometimes can really feel like dun want to call cos feel very siansation but when think of how Jesus died for me keep on replaying in mind, it makes me spur on for him. That's what our purpose is on earth for, spreading the word of God.
Friday's prayer meet was powerful, I feel a sense of unexplainable joy in my heart for God, I dun noe why. I also learn that our heart is very important when doing things for God, is it for the goal, is it for ourself, is it for fame or is it for God. We really need to check our hearts attitude, it it for the ron motives or is it the right motive. Love for people is very important, if not for love why are we doing all these things eg. evaxing,sowing, planning for growth , shepherding etc. We love all these ppl therefore we wanted to share our lives with them, spend them with them, disciple them and eventually spread the good news to them. We cannot be so selfish cos somebody share it with us first therefore we are being saved, we need to share it with others also.
Sat service was on total recall, it makes me think that what was I like before I known christ, because of our sinful nature, we cannot be the best that we can be. Thanks to God that transformed my lives and I can be the best that i used to be. I really wanted to grow in the lord so leaders please really evaluate and talk to me about myself, I can take any corrections one. And I also will reflect on myself one as is really important to reflect if we want to grow.
On sunday was a great day for me, our urban groove event at cineleisure, it was really fun and exciting man. The songs. the dance, the music, ambience,atmosphere etc. Make a lot of new friends, I realised one thing is easy to make friends if we take the first step in talking to them. We really need to be relevant to the world. We are from the world, in the world, part of the world but we can be the one who influence the world.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

1:07 AM

Hey dudes, finally updating my block after sometime, really experience a lot last week. Having a lot of tests and also evaxing, doing survey. Is a hectic week for me but is very meaningful and fruitful. It was really a hectic week for me last week but I really enjoy it cos this is wat life is about, life to the fullest, fulfilling God's purpose in us. I really learnt and grow a lot. From the tests, never never do last min revision cos u never try ur best so God will not do the rest, God sees our heart. I have grow to be more courageous also during the survey, cos whenever I do survey, there is fear residing in me but remembering how David overvome Goliath, makes me wants to spur on cos if God is with you, who can be against you. Actually is really fun to do survey as I have encounter a lot of responsive contacts who will joke with you one if we are willing to talk, and also for Jun Hong always so enthuastic for God's ppl in doing survey, he's one of the youger believer that I seen that desire so much for God. Whoa man!! Jun Hong grow grow grow!!
During the CG on thu, I was leading praise, is was my first few times leading praise(for ur info is less than 5 times), is really fun cos. And also we were sharing of first impressions on one another, we have a lot of fun and laugher cos some are really funny, u noe(for more details ask Stephen) HEHE!! Then the last part was worship, it was really an awesome worship, cos James close the light in the midst of worship, and I can really feel the presence of God dwell among us, it was really strong, is like God is in front of me. I really have a divine exchange with God at that time, the feeling is really different from what I have experievce so far.
On Fri, we're doing survey again, James, Ting Feng, stephen, Jun hong and me, we even went to the CCK stadium to do survey on sec 4 ZhengHua students(zhong huan's ex sch), they are having sports day in CCK stadium. From there, James suddenly become the leader for his Ex group, it was really cool to see james lead and I really learn a lot from James, his communication skills and leadership qualities. Hey shepherd, you're the best man. Later that evening, I was shepherding Ting Feng, I talk to him and challenge him to become a shepherd, that was some obstacles that was blocking him to become a shepherd, after some conversations, he finally responded to it. Yeah!! It was God who speak thru me to him. TIng Feng as long as ur heart desire, God will surely give it to you one, be a shepherd soon! Amen!!
On sat, I was attending CLC one, i was learning Godly displine, obedience to God and accountibility. I really learn a lot especially on accountability. Account and inform are 2 different things, we really need to account our life to the ppl that's taking care of us cos we will need to account to God on judgement day. Is very important as they will give us suggestions that is beneficial to us cos God anoints thru them. Then that was service, I learnt that we are God's chosen ppl, it was not by mistake that we happened to be in this church, in the school cos everything is in God's plan and let's really claim our birthright from God. Then we have Poly/DI region meeting, really refresh and renew by the meeting, God I wanted to do something for u, I dun want to have regrets when I see you. As there is this saying, one life and soon will pass, only wat's done for christ will last. After that we went to east coast park for night cycling. Get to noe a lot of friends over there. Stephen even meet his friends over there who he didn't contact for 4 years liao. We were seperated when we cycle back to east coast from changi village, while I was cycling, there was this bunch of NS guy behind me, then they speak to me to change my gear if not, it will be very hard to pedal uphill. Then I grab this chance to get to know them better, for Jun hong also get to noe this friend call Alex, cos they speed too fast until they nearly get lost but they manage to come back and for stephen he ride with his ex class mate, God divide us into three parts and we manage to develop relationship with three different groups, to create bonds between them. I noe is God's doing, as long as we desire, God will give it to us, and we even invite some of them to the urban groove. God really is doing something in our group. On sunday James, Jun Hong and me went out with the contacts to play lan. We really have a great time together witht the contacts, they are really responsive. God is doing something in our group, lets be the man that we are created to be. Thank God for this week of mine, hope next week will even be better.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

11:33 PM

Really thank God for the time this week. Get to know more about the new ppl and sheeps that I have. Really inspired by the new believers Jun Hong, his great passion for God and ppl. Really thank God for this bro in christ as he really is a guy who seeks after God, he is very humble also, come on Jun Hong, be a shepherd soon, God will use you greatly. On Friday, there is an interesting incident that happen to me. On my way home from the bus, the bus driver missed one bus stop for this passenger and the passenger was very unhappy with the bus driver, they started to quarrel and the passenger even call the police, but it was solved when other passengers in the past complain about delaying the time, I realised that thru this the man was really unreasonable to the bus driver, if only i have enough courage to stand up and try to solve the problem, I think God is testing me thru this incident. Cast out all fears, Joshua 1:8 be strong and courageous for him. I went to play basketball and badminton on sunday with the DIanns, it was really a fun day of fellowship and also when I return home, my leg is aching, guess never do exerise for some time liao, so not used to it but really enjoy the time together. Thank God for this family that God puts around me. I think that's all liao, God bless all.