Monday, February 05, 2007
3:37 AM
Entering this new year with 2 new converts zhi de and kenneth, both have them has been holy spirit baptized and really can see their desire for God. Thank God for blessing this 2 brothers in my cg. A lot of things happen in January, God speak to me thru passion of Christ movie and last week worship, God reminds me the day I know him. Knowing God for the past 4 years, there has been a lot of ups and downs, fun and laughter, joy and sadness. God wants to me that no matter what happens, he is in control. Really thank God for his assurance in my life. God speak to me about his son Jesus dying on the cross for us because he loves us. Love is the greatest commandment of all, love your enemies as yourself, love is the key to salvation, without love I cannot serve God fully. God I pray to be more loving towards my families, friends, peers around me.
Last sat was having CLM with Pastor David Chen, a powerful man of God, I am so amazed and inspired by his testimony. God will really use you greatly if U allows him to do that. I learn 3 principles. God is with u all the times, he will never leave or forsake you. As long as u are willing to give your heart to God, God will use you greatly and if you give your 100 percent to God, God will give his 100 percent back to you, it takes 2 hands to clap. I also learn that faith is simple and natural, we are practicing faith everyday even we don't know,eg. taking lift( have faith that the lift will drop), eating food(have faith that I will not get food poisoning). All these things are very simple but it has a profound meaning. Really thank God for all these learnings. Thank God for his guidance upon me. Going to sleep soon, God bless :).
3:25 AM
Entering a new year indeed going to be an anticipating year for me. Last year has been fruitful and purposeful for me. Experience a lot of first hand things, learn to be more dependent on God, relevant to others and be more faithful in doing God's work. Was reading a book on spiritual authority by watchman nee, is really a good book, learn that everything has an authority and we need to obey it. Obedience is the key to God's blessings, God has been speaking to me about this thing and i agree wholeheartedly. Rebellion again law is equivalent to rebellion against God, God takes authority very seriously, there is no thing higher than God's authority. We need to be careful in the world as if we are not under God's authority, we will be entering Satan's authority, lets do a self check on ourself, are we obeying to God's calling?
