Thursday, July 12, 2007
11:42 PM
Many things run through my mind, dun know what to say, was thinking of a lot of things. What has this world comes into? Was reading news and there has been people kill everyday, if they die naturally or natural disaster that took away their lives, i have nothing to say but they all not. It caused by humans, human lives is indeed fragile but is it that really worthless, people died because they commit suicide, because of terrorists attack and recently I came across this news on a girl in Canada kill her own parents and brother just because her parents dun let her see her BF. The girl was only 12 years old , she did it with her BF, all these come with planning. What has really happen to the world, I was so shocked when I read the news, lives being thrown away just like that, the world indeed has become corrupted because of Satan. Really thank God I know him and he is always there with me when I needed him the most. Jesus is coming back and I believe justice will be given and peace will be restored. Is really heart wrenching reading news like that, my compassion for people has really becoming more and more. God, i repented not doing the best I can be but God let me be the vessel that is going to be use by u greatly, spreading your love to everyone i know. A lot of times I set on doing that things but in the end i didn't do it because of time and also excuses. God I don't want to be a man of empty words, I want to mean what I say, doing the best, going an extra mile because everything is worth it as I see your kingdom come. Finally what I wants to say is treasure the time you have, the people around you cos don't live to regret when something is lost or your loved ones has passed away, not use crying over spill milk right. I realize one thing, people start to feel remorseful and upset when things happen, these few years in christ has really led me to cherish the people around me, the time I spend with them, although some of them haven't receive christ but I sincerely pray for them to cross this faith. Recently I meet up with this old neighbour of mine, I bring him to church before but he didn't convert at that time but God know that i has sow a seed onto him, God never give him up.
During my conservation with him, he told me that his parents are now christains, I was so amazed and his parents ask him to come my church cos my chruch has much more youth. His parents know me quite well because used to go to his house when I am small. God really show me the way, he teach me about perseverance and never giving up hope. Really never give up on people lives, never lose faith, peservere on and God will make a way. Going to army in a few hours time, expecting to grow and grow and God please help me, totally dependency on him. Really hope to inspire, impact and influence the people there. :)
Tobias
Grow in love
and
compassion
i'll worship
You.
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